Dilemna

Okay, so Will came over today and so did Nathan. they sort of like stared each other down and were mad. I don't know what to do. Today at school, Nathan asked for my choice by Friday, but I don't think I can, Will is my pre-k sweetheart, and Nathan is my first ever crush. Today at school, prissy Ashley tried to snatch Nathan right under my nose. She came over in her ripped short skirt, and started flirting with him. I butted in and broke them apart. She stalked away and tried to fancy up other guys. Brandon hit on her and they became a couple. Will and I took a long walk through the neighborhood, we talked about our friend ship memories. Oddly Nathan bumped into us and Will pushed me away further across the street. I got a text from Nathan saying to meet him and the mall's food court at 6. I had to reluctantly leave him.
When I got to the mall, Nathan met me and we had dinner at this sushi place. He confronted me about who I was gonna date. I just stayed quiet and said I didn't know. Guess who I saw sitting with Brandon. Yes, Ashley was there too. She was dressed in a short short short dress and was feeding Brandon spicy tuna fish roll. URGH does that girl agitate me?!?! Nathan and I left and walked around. We had a really long silence, thinking about what to do.


Will returns to England in 10 days, Nathan will dump me if I don't give him an answer in 6. If I date Nathan, I see him every day and Will will- whoa confusion- just be a distant memory and I would have to forget him if I wanted to stay with Nathan. if I date Will, I only see him like 3 times a year, and Nathan might end my reign of popularity at the school. What do you think I should do? With Nathan gone, Ashley would be sure to take him away. With Will gone, I would forget about him eventually. (Maybe) URGH. Everything happened with my mom getting her stupid traveling job. If she hadn't applied I would be in England with Will and Fiona. WHAT SHOULD I DO???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????